ecpectation

sometimes feel envy to another girl, have bf who so romantic he is. give some cute thing or anything makes his girl happy, maybe a girl like me will not love a cute thing as a girl out there. but i am a girl yeeeeesss, i need to be loved, laying on his shoulder, need some romantic surprises. huft i dont mean to compare my bf to another boys but sometimes im feels so bored really bored, this not mean bored with my boy but bored with flat relation. im still in love with you always in love. i swear in the name of god i love you even just like this. i accept  it. i just cant stop to thinkin i waaaaaannnntttt it, i beg it. all around me, makes me feel sick. fuck me wish too much!!